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In the Welsh romance of Math ap Mathonwy Blodeuwedd
is conjured up by Gwydion the Magician as a bride for Llew
Llaw Gyffes. Blodeuwedd is made from nine powers of nine flowers
and when Llew Llaw Gyffes sees Her He falls in love with Her.
The two lovers live happily for a time until one day whilst
Llew is visiting, Math Gronw Pebyr comes by Blodeuwedd's castle
hunting a stag. When their eyes meet the Hunter and the Goddess
fall in love. Blodeuwedd then tries to kill the magically
born Llew by devious means, but Llew can only die if he is
struck by spear one year in the making, not within a house
or without and not on horseback or on foot. Llew is finally
struck down by Gronw, who Blodeuwedd has persuaded to kill him with
a deadly spear whilst Llew is taking a bath in a roofed cauldron
by the side of a river, and standing with one foot on a buck's
(deer) back and the other in the edge of the cauldron. Llew
turns into an eagle and ascends to heaven. Gwyidon the Magician
who created Blodeuwedd then goes off to find Llew. He finds
him on a tree above a pigsty transformed back into himself.
They then go and seek revenge on Blodeuwedd and Her maidens.
They eventually catch up with the Goddess and turn her into
an Owl/
Blodeuwedd is the Guardian of Emergence and reclaiming the
True Self. When working with Her Blodeuwedd asks us "Who
are you?" and She offers you clarity and wisdom.
Blodeuwedd is in essence the Flower Goddess who creates Herself
each springtime. Blodeuwedd, like Rhiannon, is a love Goddess,
she chooses her lovers as she pleases and is unrestricted
by castle walls or contianment of the social morals of the day.
She leads her lovers into initiation (male and female) by
asking you to surrender to love.
Blodeuwedd is portrayed as a betrayer and is chased out of
her communal home into the wilds where she adopts another
face, that of the owl. The owl is a symbol of wisdom, the
bird of widom. The owl is the part of us that sits on our
shoulders and whispers into our ears the wisdom of our life
experiences.
At Beltane Blodeuwedd asks us to honour the love
and the beauty within us. She asks us to create ourselves
anew each springtime out of the beauty of the flowers all
around us. Then at Samhain she is the wise owl taking our
knoweldge and experience and turning it into wisdom.
Connect with Blodewedd through meditaion at Beltane (30th April/1st May)
and Samhain (31st Oct)
which are both portal times. She can be involked to assist
with any matters of betrayal in love and can help you to find wisdom
in these times.
Blodeuwedd's Ritual of Understanding Betrayal.
Do you feel betrayed by a lover or friend? Have you betrayed
someone and are feeling the pain of this? Then this meditation
can help heal the betrayal and any residual pain you may be
holding. It is best performed on Beltane but will work at
any time.
Gather around some or all of the nine flowers of Blodeuwedd
or sit under a flowering hawthorn tree. Now close your eyes
and begin to sing to Blodeuwedd. It can be a low hum or a
grand song of love to draw her towards you. When you begin
to feel yourself drifting away imagine yourself running in
a field full of beautiful spring flowers. You are running
towards a seated maiden, she has her back towards you and
you slow down as you approach. She turns and smiles and asks
you to unburden yourself of any betrayal. You begin to tell
her your story and the details come flooding back. As the
characters of your story appear in your mind, you see you are
linked to them by a vine of ivy. You cut the vine now and
begin to unravel yourself from the drama of the betrayal.
Spend a while here in the Goddess Blodeuwedd's company unraveling
your betrayal. See all the Ivy shrinking and deteriorating
and disappearing as the feelings you have carried begin to
leave your being. When you have completed this sit with Blodeuwedd
for a while and allow her to cover you in Owl feathers and
flowers and to mend any broken pieces of your heart.
When you are ready to let all this go and
return to the waking world send Blodeuwedd your love and thanks
and offer her a gift. Respectfully walk away from the Goddess
and slowly breath yourself back into the now. Ground yourself
and awaken. Welcome back.
 
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